kisses huggies and piggies

2005-03-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But you sing to me over and over and over again

Sing to me the song of the stars

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

I give you my destiny

I'm giving you all of me

I want your symphony singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

and I lift my hands and pray

to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours I

know now you're my only hope

hmmm.today was fun.went out.wanted to go expo.have adidas wholesale-->knew it thru mel.didnt go in da end.had info from her tat there's a super long queue.so didnt bother to go.too tired to walk today oso.hee.hmmm.so smart cj told me tat north east line can go esplanade.got there.look at da board.there's none!!!gosh.haha.so no choice.took train to da nearest stop which is clarke quay.took a cab down.
supposed to go to da library there to do hw.but decided to go to da bear workshop.hee.both of us made a bear for each other.super cute and cuddling!!hee.have clothes some more.deciding to bring it for service learning.hee.happy. =)
den went to da library afta tat.da library was darn cool.super nice chill out place.but no cafe nor any place to do work.sian diao.so we decided to go to da choc bar there.hee.everything chocs.super nice.it was playin michael buble's music.realised tat his songs are quite nice.haha.he taught me p n c.but i tink i got him confused instead.hee.but in da end still managed to do.which was good.den he gotta go for training le.so he sent me home in a cab before he went trainin.so nice.haha.*wanna make this clear.im not a cab person.just tat today no mood to walk.yups*
got home.took a nap.im such a pig.haha.woke up.dinnertime.watched tv.came online.and *poof*.bye.
;kissedd

2005-02-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

It's a long road

When you face the world alone

No one reaches out a hand

For you to hold

You can find love

If you search within yourself

And the emptiness you felt

Will disappear

And then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

hmmm.nth much happened today.woke up at eleven plus today.need to go take passport photo.hate taking photos man.haha.my brother oso gotta take.haha.it was super funneh.da whole thingy.haha.
yesterday was quite fun.had tuition.den poor guy cant get out early.so since i haf da time.i went down to jurong instead.haha.met bel at clementi mrt.haha.she was goin for some bbq.yup.hmm.den wanted to go catch howl's moving castle.all tickets sold out!!!!argh!!!stupid la.stupid theatres!haha.so we walk ard heerens instead.guess who we met?!?!yvonne!!and *ahem*.haha.went shoe hunting.cos i need shoes.and i got jay's cd!!!finally!!!yay!!!haha.got a pair of pretteh earrings.it's butterflies!!!hee.super nice.haha.den wenta take neos.not enuff time to deco.as usual.haha.
went nooch at paragon for dinner.was super funny.haha.da waiter came to serve us.den he asked who ordered tat bowl.den i raised my hand.den he finally saw me and laughed la.still say he didnt see me.im not tat invisible lor.haha.den some more funny stuff came along la.ya.laughed super hard.haha.den went home.bathed.sleep.gotta go now.tats.
kissed;

2005-02-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

In Santa Monica,in the wintertime,

the lazy streets so undemanding

I walk into the crowd

In Santa Monica, you get your coffee from

the coolest places on the promenade

Where people dress just so

Beauty so unavoidable,

everywhere you turn it's there.

I sit and wonder what am I doing here?

But on the telephone line I am anyone,

I am anything I want to be.

I could be a super model or Norman Mailer

And you wouldn't know the difference

Or would you?

In Santa Monica,

all the people got

modern names like Jake or Mandy

And modern bodies too

In Santa Monica,

on the boulevard,

you'll have to dodge those in-line skaters

Or they'll knock you down

I never felt so lonely

Never felt so out of place

I never wanted something more than this

But on the telephone line I am anyone, I

am anything I want to be

I could be a super model or Norman Mailer

And you wouldn't know the difference

On the telephone line I am any height,

I am any age I want to be

I could be a caped crusader, or space invader

And you wouldn't know the difference

Or would you?

okie okie.sorrie for not updatin my blog for so long k karo?hahajust didnt have da time.so many things goin on la.stupid tests!wanna drain us out.madness,haha.and tat's not all la.still got stupid o level results comin out on monday.tink i did super duper badly.anyone has an empty guest room?gotta stay overnight on monday le.haha.dun wanna go home la.argh!!okie la.this shall just be a short entry.co i gtg le.stupid brother!!haha.kk.tats.

kissed;

2005-01-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to eileen....

happy birthday to me!!!!

-/gosh!!!tink im getting junqi's zi bi zhen.haha.die le.got influence by junqi le.haha/-

hmmm.wells.wanna thank everyone who remembered my bdae!!!hee.da tigger.da me to you bear bear.da pooh.da roxy sticker.da delicious choc cake tat made me feel darn crappy.haha.and mani more stuffies!hee.guess i received lotsa pressies this year.hee.super happy la.haha.den ms ngoh gave me lollipop.haha.super funny la she.haha.hmmm.most impt.thank you piggliee for da super nice and sweet pressie!!!hee.love it lots!!!nice nice.sweet sweet.haha.

everything was da same today.chapel was super nice.dun u tink tat ms toh's voice sounds lyk shakira?is tat how u spell her name?haha.bio was okay.did drawings on plants.hmmm.ate da choc cake during recess.super nice to eat.haha.everyone keep askin me where ill be goin afta school.but sad to say.haf cl.stupid la.

got home.was a little hungry.attacked corn pops.haha.just love tat cereal.ahah.darn nice la.once u start.u will neva stop man.haha.hmmm.dad got home.cooked mian xian for me.haha.so traditional rite?haha.but it was sweet la.anw.had my bdae dinner on last sat nite le.so today dun haf.partly oso cos tot have hw.den end up dun relli have.argh!!!oh wells.gotta go now.shall see when will be next time i blog.haha.tats!

kissedd;

2005-01-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

Together we faced the cold outside

No one can say we didnt try

And I will never give you up or let you go

Together we faced our final fears

Remember the moments that we shared

Thats why I'll never give you up or let you go

gees.haven been faithful to blogging.guess im getting lazier.and tats bad.BAD BAD BAD.hmmm.friday we had da sec1 orientation booth thingy.was polishin da trophies.super dirty and rusty man.polish until hands wanna break le.changed into gb u.slack ard abit in da gb room.got disturb by me senior sharlyn abt another bb senior.cos of wad happened durin gb camp.a BIG misunderstanding man.gosh.-/slaps head/-lotsa sec1s are joining gb!!!yay!!muahaha!!-/evil luffs/-

afta da thing ended.went for dinner cum supper with amelia,cheryl,yiwen,gracia,rueben,ben low and cj at holland swensen's.ate sth called sticky chewy choc and da rest called it sticky chewy shit.gosh.haha.quite nice but darn.forgot tat im still havin sore throat.dad came to pick.got a scolding for being out so late.reached home ard 12 plus.

yesterday.had a little changes made to my room.had a bed head with shelves to put my stuff toyies and another table.so i have two tables now.one to do work and da other to stack books.hee.oh ya.and my room is green now!love it man.haha.had 6hours of hardcore tuition.amath and science.most imptly.it's chia's bdae!!!

hmmm.today was just a massive hw day.been doin hw since one plus till now.gees.nth to wirte abt today.

anw.this belated happy bdae song is for ya.

happy bdae to u.happy bdae to u.happy bdae to chia chia.happy bdae to u!!!hee.

kissedd;

2004-12-16T13:35:00.000+08:00

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I want to chase

You're the one I want to hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

gonna make this super quick.sorry chia for not updating.hee.just didint have da time and dun feel lyk blogging.hee.anw.gonna have drill retest later.stupid commander la.neva test properly.den everyone tot we passed da test last.argh!!!dun wanna wear gb uniform again!!argh!!
life has been kinda slack.had class chalet last week.didnt sleep da first nite at all.den feel kinda sick da next day.haha.dumb.hmmm.anw.just hope everyone will pass da drill test.including da sec twos.yups.anw.found this song kinda meaningful and nice.-/beautiful soul by jesse.oh well.gotta go now.go take lunch.toasted bread and CHICKEN WINGS!!hee.tats.
kissedd;

2004-11-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time
Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes
So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW
I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

/--missing you so badly--/

hmmm.been quite some time since i last blog.so mani things.so little time.hais.anw.just got back from camp.was kinda fun.went pulau hantu.tot it would be bad.but turn out pretty fine.yups.oh well.there's guys who were from bb to 'protect' us.haha.tat's wad ms ong claims.haha.but they help to spice up things la.seniors bought us fireworks to play at da seaside.so sweet rite.hee.love them lots man.err.slept at tents.was super warm.no wind at all.still air man.ahah.came back to school da next day.had fairfield race.sth lyk amzing race?kinda fun la.haha.get to run in da rain and stuff.hee.den ya.went for hike at botanical garden at night.met sirong reuben and ben low.i tink they kena scolded by the ppl there not to cycle at night.cos they afraid tat they fall into da water or sth la.haha.kinda funny la.haha.den went for tuition afta da camp.totally sian diao.haha.thruout da whole camp my temp was fluctuating man.go up and down.haha.oh well.hmmm.gonna miss someone alot man.couldnt even say a proper bye.maaf k?gees.anw.went for ms koh's weddin yesterday.was super nice la!!haha.and da pageboy or sth lyk tat la.da boy holding da cushion with da ring one is super duper cute!!!!argh!!!haha.took a photo with him.hee.so cute!!hmm.went home afta tat.sian.hais.mom's on leave tmr.she says we are goin out for lunch tmr together with dad.dunno wad's da occasion man.hope to catch a movie with her though.or rather.just catch a movie.hee.oh well.shall end here le.ciao.

love u ppl who spice up da camp!!

yanbing

joelyn

peiyu

victoria

pamela

sharlene

benedict

lijia

ivan

jeremy

2004-11-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

he bian de feng zai chui zhe tou fa piao dong

qian zhe ni de shou yi zhen mo ming gan dong

wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia

yi qi kan zhe ri luo yi zhi dao wo men dou shui zhao

wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang ka

iai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai

wo xiang dai ni qi dan che

wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu

xiang zhe yang mei dan you chang zhe ge yi zhi zou

wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai

ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai

ni kao zhe wo de jian bang

ni zai wo xiong kou shui zhao

xiang zhe yang de sheng huo

wo ai ni ni ai wo

xiang~jian! jian! dan! dan! ai!

hmmm.sorry guys.guess im relli hooked onto da champion.just couldnt help myself from not watching it.hee.and toro and fiona's relationship is super duper sweeeeet!!!!argh!!!haha.hmmm.*slaps myself*okie okie.get back to reality.haha.hmmm.caught shark tale and princess diaries over da week.super nice!!must go catch it k?hee.real nice movies!hee.hmmm.mom's bdae tmr.got her a pressie since last thurs.it's a prettie pair of earrings that she found nice when i went shoppin with her last tues.yups.tink she will be relli surprised.tinkin when i got it and stuff.oh well.just gonna shush and not tell her anithing.hee. =D. anw.back to today.sec one had drill test today.tink they improved quite a lot.but guess they kinda did quite badly.maybe cos they were nervous?no idea man.but was relli glad tat all of them pass da test.yuppie yups.played a little capt's ball afta tat.yea.kinda fun.yea.but scary too.danielle fell again.da second time today.poor girl.gotta take care k?dun alwaes bleed.see la.alwaes play with my bag.haha.went locker to get my books after my dad called.found ANTS in my locker.AGAIN.gees.i tink im gonna get antyphobia soon man.hah.but didnt relli bother abt them today.gotta rush cos dad was waiting.yups.got home.took a shower.while changing realised tat my blister tore?yea.could see da skin flappin ard.hopefully didnt end up lyk mindy's.or else i would totally freak out man.haha.oh wells.kinda into a book called da au pairs now.real nice teens book.yea.relli cool.yups.anw.wanna go catch the champion now.see ya all soon.ciao!

kissedd;

2004-11-06T02:07:00.000+08:00

gees.finally managed to create a new post.sorry guys for not updatin.too caught up with playin n da champion.yea.just got freaked out?!?!com just got shut down for no reason.scare da hell outta me.gees.anw.received real bad news at ten plus.wish i didnt make tat call and hear wad you have said.gees.this sucks.we all know it.how i wish i could escape from reality.anw.all da best!yea.lotsa stuff caught up in my mind now.just cant seem to organise or handle them.feelin super lost now and i have totally no idea wad to do.hais.how i wish i could be da girl tat i was in p1.no worries.no stuff to tink to abt.just skippin and hoppin ard all dae man.anw.shall update on wad happened in da week.

monday
had chinese o's.tink i totally screw it up.haf this weird feelin tat i wrote out of point for compo and this strong gut tat i wont do well at all.it's all too scary for me handle.wanna escape once again!!!argh!!!
tuesday
hmmm.wenta shop with mom in da evening till night.went wisma.went fcuk!!!it totally rocks man.love FCUK!!!haha.got this fcuk super babe tee.another tee tat has 'something beginning with f...' words on it.cool huh.guess if i wore it on da streets.everyone will tink im mad to wear tat.hah.got this relli kinda normal lookin skirt too.but oh well.i lyk it.so ya.gotta beg my mom to buy it though.cos it was super ex!!and my mom was lyk.whie dun u get da more ex skirt instead.i was lyk.HUH!?!?!are u mad?haha.hmmm.mom din went home empty-handed either.she got a blouse.yups.hmmm.guess i totally slashed my mom's card?!?!hee. =D. love you mom!!!
wednesday
err.had drill.was commander for tat day?and it was a rainy day?yea.just couldnt rmb da super long command for da fallin in.yea.but got it in da end.phew.totally made a fool out of myself cos i still gotta say it real loud as it was command?gees.*covers face*err.kinda lost my voice?luckily charmaine was there to help me out.or my throat will be super dead man.afta drill.charmaine went to my locker to get da girls' wallets and she found ants!!eeeks!yucks!guess im relli scared of ants?i mean when there's more than 5?6?7?yea.not one.and alina and charmaine just gotta keep scarin me.dont they.grrr.haha.had a bit of capt's ball afta all tat hooha.erm.and i had a small accident.yea.got whacked right at my face.next thing i knew.my nose was bleedin.gosh!-it became a bruise now/-err.luckily sarah was there.help me out and stuff.thankies sarah joanne and danielle.kinda stop bleedin afta a period of time.den had headache.gees.at least i got home safe and sound.yea.and joanne.im still gonna play capt's ball.will neva be scared of it.haha.
IM STILL AWAKE!!! WIDE AWAKE!!!

2004-10-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

I recognized the way you make me feel

I start to think that you might not be real

I sense it now the water's getting deep

I try to wash the pain away from me

Away from me

Cause you're ~~everywhere~~ to me

And when I close my eyes

It's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone....

I'm not alone

-/guess im alone now.

darn.got back all my papers.did relli badly except for onli e math.guess im relli gonna mug durin da holidays.who wanna mug with me!?!?haha.gotta buck eileen.or else u will just keepin drownin in this mess.gees.lucky thing was that parents didnt relli nag or scold me.*sigh of relieve*haha.guess they know i tried?no idea.hmmm.had capt's ball yest.couldnt relli concentrate on playin.there's just too many stuff revolvin inside my mind.hopefully tmr's match i will be able to concentrate more.hmmm.had chi lesson afta school today.just realised tat louis/loui pang is quite a good teacher?erm.love chia lots!!she bought ice-cream back to school for me cos i seriously needed it.finished my chocs.and i guess ice-cream is da onli next thing i could drown myself in?dunno la.but da ice-cream is relli nice.ya.anw.haf no idea whie this few days im in a mood for poems.guess poems are da onli thing tat could relli express how im feelin now?oh well.shall another one den.hopefully it does look lyk a poem la huh.

papers after papers

depression just gets worst

have no idea wad to drown in anymore

just wanna hurt myself by physical means

slashes after slashes

it just doesnt hurt

i realised,

as much as wad im feeling inside

i know it's hard to

and it hurts a lot

i know just the feelings

cos im feelin it too

but there's nothing we can do

as much as we want to

so 'try' is da onli word

and hopefully it works

kissedd;

2004-10-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm.guess sherri just put a big wide smile on my face?haha.her mom is super funny.haha.im still luffing over it la.haha.guess wad?!?!her mom said tat i looked demure and sweet?!?haha.den say i look lyk huan zhu ge ge da ziwei ge ge.oh man!!*slaps head real hard*haha.super funny.tat's so not true.hmmm.lets see.her youngest brother russell said i looked lyk a korean girl.den now hher mom says i look lyk ziwei gege.hmmm.wonder wad will her second brother ryan say.haha.hopefully not sth out of point too.haha.oh well.thanks mummy mindy.for trying to cheer me up ya.love you mindy.haha.

kissedd;

2004-10-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

~~meant to be~~

2004-10-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

trying to hold back my tears

trying to be strong

trying to defy wad my heart's feeling

trying to feel numb

guess i cant hold back my tears

just letting it flow to fill the oceans

guess i cant be wad i wad wanna be

my emotions are taking over my will

guess i couldnt control wad my heart wanna feels

as i think my heart has gone out of control

guess i tried all means to feel numb

but i just get all this feelings back to me

trying to forget you

guess it's gonna be a real though job

cos u r running thru my mind non-stop

trying to prevent all da sweet memories i had with you from returning

but im glad i had them

or i will just been a empty walkin skeleton

trying to lie to myself

escaping from reality

but i just cant forget da way u loved me

trying to tell myself we are ~~meant to be~~

and that im just destined to have u as part of my life

im just plain trying

im just plain hoping

im just plain wishing

im just purely loving

loving u with all my heart

this just a poem that i came up with to express wad i relli feel now.yea.

kissedd;

2004-10-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

It's the hardest thingI'll ever have to do

To look you in the eye

And tell you i don't love you

It's the hardest thing

I'll ever have to lie

To show no emotion

When you start to cry

I can't let you see

What you mean to me

It's the hardest thing

I'll ever have to do

To turn around and walk away

Pretending i don't love you

hmm.who are da poor guys who gotta go back to school on alignment day?hcl peeps!!!argh.darn sjh.had zao ju test as usual.den some boring lesson.yea.wenta play a little bit of da swing .haha.had a little paiseh incident.dun wish to say it.it's between me n sherri.haha.caught sky captain.kinda stupid and borin show?it's lyk a mixture of pearl harbor.transformers.haha.erm.superman.lord of da rings and sth else.it's a dumb show la.haha.erm.went home afta tat.got into depression.real bad depression i guess.oh wells.it's just parts and parcel of life i guess.

YESTERDAY

had chinese lesson as usual.ended earlier cos sjh wasnt there.it was relief teacher.rainy day.nice.walk in da rain a bit.been a long long time since i have walked under da rain.went to catch wimbledon.super nice show!!!dun mind watching it again.thoroughly enjoyed it.err.wenta try to da pink roxy pouch at citilink.sold out.heart was shattered.tried pacific plaza.paragon.heerens.wisma.all sold out.now.heart's totally CRASHHEDD!hais.luckily someone was there to give a lift and cheer me up.afta tat.trained home.regretted wad i said at da void deck.depression time.

kissedd;

2004-10-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

I don't know how many times we've walked the streets

talkin' for ages about the people we're gonna be

We've been waiting for a change,

But i don't mind if you don't change baby

though it might seem crazy

but im happy with you this way

and don't you know that you're a part of my heart

and these emotions that i got from the start

are still with me babe

and im trippin above my words to say

im bored bored bored!!!shack at da same time.went on a shoppin spree with my mom in da noon.bought a pretty pair of shoes fro x:odus.super girlie.hee.got a white skirt too.hmmm.nth much to buy actually.yea.but was glad my mom bought tat pair of shoes for me.though i feel tat it's kinda ex.yea.headed home afta tat.dad came to fetched us.just nice to haf a nice dad.hee.=D.and now.im super duper bored!!!argh!!haha.wenta amici last night for dinner.some italian restaurant at holland.ambience kinda lyk da luvie duvie type.kinda lyk da type for couples.super nice!haha.but da food is kinda average ya.oh well.shashilik is still da best!haha.guess i gotta leave soon anw.gotta go study for my stupid zao ju test tmr.darn.anw.ciao.

no one ever told me love could be this sweet

kissedd;

2004-10-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

When we laugh and we cry it's together

Through the rain and the stormiest weather

We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

woohoo!i finally got my life back.haha.life had been hell man.i repeat.HELL!haha.hmmm.been a looong looong time since i last blog man.and my fingers are just itching to touch da board.haha.let's see.bio.dead.physics.dead too.humans.dun even tok abt it.oh gosh.oh well.who cares abt da results now anw.it's all OVER!woohoo!!haha.just wanna indulge myself in party n fun.but i guess it wont be long huh.chinese o's.darn.more and more chinese stuff to learn.and da shijianhua just gotta give us thousands of tests in a week huh.tat's a hell lot of things man.anw.still feelin kinda sick.havin a blocked nose and stuff.but dun relli bother la.still wanna go out.just free myself from this hectic world of singaporean's teenage life.went out with junqi just now.walked a bit.guess she's kinda troubled.but dunno why.bought a pair of rather retro nice green earrings.yups.and im stuck at home now.gees.monday's supposed to be a no school day for me.but stupid chinese just gotta drag me back to school in lyk nine am in da morning.gosh.still wanted to pig out man.anw.tmr's capt's ball day!woohoo!!!seriously miss capt's ball man.hmmm.just da thot of my super duper nicely planned weekend relli make me real happy.except for monday la huh.had my eyes on a nice pretty pink roxy purse.guess im gonna get it soon.yups.exams are over!time to party girls! =)

everywhere i look;

there you are

kissedd;

2004-09-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Cannot forget, refuse to regret

So glad I met you and

Take my breath away

Make everyday

Worth all of the pain that I've gone through

was super pigger last night man.fell asleep at seven plus till this mornin.cos there's oral.hmm.practically lyk did super badly for my oral?was havin a sore throst.darn.kinda lost my voice too.haha.didnt haf to stay for chi oral.had oredi taken it.woohoo!no more chinese orals for da rest of da two years.hee. :D. hmm.wenta my dad's office to study afta lunch.kinda help?haha.afta tat.fetched me down for tuition.had a nice time?sore throat was back.couldnt eat those rubbish food.shoots.haha.gees.so many upcomin tests this week.n final year exams are just around da corner!!argh!!i haf yet to study.diediedie.beta start soon man.haha.guess i wont be bloggin tat much till da exams are over.so till den.tat's ppl.will miss u guys.

you are all i wanted

you are all i needed

kissed;

2004-09-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

take me to your heart

take me to your soul

give me your hand and hold me

hey peeps.haven been bloggin for lyk four daes?gees.had been a relli hectice week.lotsa tests n stuff.just couldnt find enuff time to chill out.yups.but at least studyin in da gb room was fun.haha.n now.haf lotsa new name.danielle just gave me one today.haha.im called pig iron.gees.combination of rusting n being a pigger.haha.oh well.guess im gonna get pestered by her real badly tmr durin chem.haha.but it's alrite.at least she prevents me from sleepin.=D.relli tired today.had been sleepin super late for da past two nites.could barely open my eyes.but there's still tests which have yet to be studied for and my stupid zuo wen.argh!wanna break away from chinese man.anw.lookin forward to tuition tmr.a time to let things pass by slowly n take a break from da hectic life.
show me what love is ; be my guiding star
kissed;

2004-09-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY DADDY AND MUMMY!!!

=D =) :D :)

kissed;

2004-09-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

If I could, then I would

I'd go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go

at 9.30 am.stupid shi jian hua just spoilt my day.how nice could da day be then?had da 128 idioms test durin chi lesson.took back durin da extra lesson afta school.got 107 out of 128.tink tat's kinda bad?most of them lyk get 110 n above?gees.hmm.tink i caught a cold le.been feelin kinda cold this few days.yups.oh wells.im alwaes fallin sick when exam's are comin.haha.kinda weird.but super cool too.haha.rmb tat i missed my mid year chi exams in sec one.haha.dun hafta take paper two.hee. :p. but i rather go take da paper la.dun wanna take medicine.so eeeeyucks.haha.so i guess i beta go take care of myself.haha.was super cold durin english today.luckily i have my red adidas sweater.lurrve it man.my fave sweater.cos it's my fave colour n fave brand.hee.thanks mom for buyin tat for me as my bdae pressie this yr.eh.was kinda rush afta da etra chi lesson today.had tuition.bussed down.tot i was late.but oh wells.im still kinda early?haha.went down to buy drink n mummy mee.hee.bbq flavour.haha.tuition was kinda fun today?somehow i just lurrve da tuitions.haha.dad picked me up and wenta get dinner.fell asleep afta dinner.haha.super pigger.haha.den tata.im online.haha.cant wait for tuition tmr?haha.gees.im cold.just sneezed.haha.anw.guessed i was wrong abt wad i said abt my parents yest.they didnt even nag at me.they just said it's alrite and jsut do beta for da year end's.i was lyk.is tat my mom?haha.kinda got stunned.haha.oh wells.maybe it's due to da confessions and promises i made to them durin da gb parent's appreciation day.yups.shld haf done tat long ago.haha.jkjk.just sneezed again.haha.man.tink i gotta wear lyk 3 layers of clothes and cover two blankets tonight?haha.den i will seriously look lyk im hibernating.haha.okie.hmm.`wish all this nv happened.in a fix now.left hangin.`
if i could turn back time; i hope to make everything right
kissed;

2004-09-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

Wanna feel the warm breeze

Sleep under a palm tree

Feel the rush of the ocean

Get onboard a fast train

Travel on a jetplane, far away

And break away

;breakaway from kelly clarkson

.nice song.

kinda down today.no idea why.and it's a cold cold day.was freezing and shiverin at da auditorium today durin da fairfield forum.!surprise surprise!got back reposrt book today.got a nice no.17.hais.im sure my parents are gonna start naggin.darn.n jean luah just hafta write those comments doesnt she.gees.oh well.it's oredi over.no point broodin over it.just gotta work harder for da year end's.yups.sth to brighten up my day.just remembered tat junqi ate da same thing today.haha.will she eat it for tmr recess's too?haha.hmm.so many tests comin up.gonna die man.there's lyk forty sentences and 128 idioms to memorise for da stupid chinese test tmr.dun u just lurrve shi jian hua.yucks man.oh well.blasting da song only one by yellowcard now.a super duper nice song.ya,guess ill go take my dinner now.tats.

wanna break away from everything

wanna break free

wanna break down

kissed;

2004-09-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

Hold me when I'm scared

And love me when I'm gone

Everything I am

And everything in me

Wants to be the one

You wanted me to be

I'll never let you down

Even if I could

I'd give up everything

If only for your good

hmmm.was a nice day today.lurrve it today.haha.a blur me to start of da day.reached school.tot i didnt bring my chem stuff.n den.my saviour comes.haha.eunice!haha.forgot tat i left my chem stuff in her locker instead cos i forgot to bring my locker key on monday.hee.had a math test.tot it was quite easy.as compared to da rest of da a math test tat is.but was kinda blur for da last two qns.yups.hope to get a pass or maybe even a nice high score?dunno la.haha.had chem.super funny today.for me tat is.now.i tink danielle is gonna call me tat for da rest of da chem lsseons.argh!haha.had recess.ate da same as monday.at least beta den junqi la.she ate da same thing for 3 consecutively days.haha.was erm.folding hearts durin english?junqi was teachin me la.haha.got da skill now.hee. :D. hmm.watched da cockroach thingy durin physics.super duper CUTE!haha.but prefer da caterpillar one.hee.yea.had a nice time afta school today.reached home.ate corn pop's.super nice.have been eatin it for da past three days too.hee.yea.addicted to it oredi.hee.tink im gonna eat sumore later.hee.PIGGER!haha.borrowed maroon5's album from nat on mon.listened to it last night.ragdoll is kinda nice.but SHE WILL BE LOVED is still my all-time fave man!haha.gtg now.ciao.
;rusting for eternity
kissed;

2004-09-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you
I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

hmm.first day back at school today.being da super duper blur me.i forgot to bring my locker key.n i din even realised it till amelia ask me for da squad file.and tata!da keys are not with me!oh wells.gotta get used to da fact tat i INDEED have a short term memory.haha.lucky me.got mostly all da text for today's lessons.except for bio.managed to borrow from shilei.thanks ya.had pe today.kinda fun.had softball today.super funny.me and junqi was lyk luff n luff n luff.haha.n ya.got hit at a few spots.ahem*looks at junqi*.haha.wenta change afta tt.found out tat junqi likes to.erm.okie.i shant say.shall be nice to her for once.haha.den while waitin for chem to start.sarah came to join us n junqi was doin da muacks thingy.we were makin fun of it n all of us just startin doin it.was darn farni.realised how junqi was called dory.cos her muacks is lyk a fish?!haha.school overall today was kinda fine.yea.had a math lesson afta school.me n junqi were decidin whether to go for it.in da end.we decided to go as it was COMPULSORY.first time feel super clear-minded durin a math lesson.most probably cos oredi had tuition on it.ya.realised tat some of da qns were da same as da tuition centre's??haha.-chia shld noe wad i mean ya ;).afta tat rushed off for cldds.okie la.was strollin there.haha.kinda slack?i mean we are alwaes slackin there la huh.haha.came home.was super full.ate some chocs!just gotta lurvve chocs man! =D.oh wells.gotta go now.maybe go sleep early for once?dunno la.just not used to sleepin early.maybe just stone on da bed or sth?aiyah.dunno la.haha.okie dukies.nites ppl.

nobody cares for you

nobody loves you

nobody will be there for u when u need someone

nobody misses you

; i am that nobody

found this relli relli sweet.

it just melts my heart man.

kissed;

2004-09-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

I feel so alone
Again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through the night
And I pray that you believe in me
You gave me my strength to face another day alone
I need you now, my friend
More than you know
When will we meet again?
Cause I can't let go of you
This world brings me down
Again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through the night
Cause I know that you're the one for me
You gave me my strength to face another day alone
I need you now, my friend
More than you know - yeah yeah
When will we meet again?
Cause I can't let go, I can't let go
As time passes by
I find things never seem to change
When I feel alone
You bring me back to you
And I need you now, my friend
More than you know
When will we meet again?
Cause I can't let go of you

okie.finally haf a blog!haha.hmm.was a fun day today.went to sherri's house to do r and d project.it's FINALLY DONE.haha.n sherri's cousie who's lyk onli p1?still remembers da time he called me da KOREAN GURL!argh!went to her house.not long afta he came.den he was lyk.isnt tat da KOREAN GURL?i was lyk halo?im not KOREAN.im a CHINESE!!argh.in wad way do i look lyk a korean?argh!
kissed;